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Please let me go ):

Sorry for not posting uhs .
No mooddd at all .
Haiss , who really understand me ?
I really hated myself alot .
Real lots .
Hahha .
Cheersup bahh ??
♪ ☺☻☺☻ ♫

[Saturday]
To Band again ☻
Band was rather disappointed ):
I wont be elobrate it much .
To Church again ☻
Service was really GREAT ! ☻
Hahah , after service , when JP with them (:
Have dinner there .
Took train to wdls ; CWP .
Walkwalk until 9+ .
Head home .
Reach home around 10+ .
Hahah , papa say very late ler , still go out ;C

[Sunday]
Half woke around 8+ .
Get out of the bed on 11+ :B
Rachel asked me out , so agreed .
But damm dulan didi .
Making the whole house upside down just because i snatched away the comp .
L.O.L ! ;DDD
Dad saw rachel at my house downstr .
So asked her come up .
Woots.
Rushed !;X
Then went to CWP .
Watched movie ; "My Girlfriend Is An Agent"
Nice and Funny !
Seriously .
Must quickly go watch uhs ☻
Hahah , head to OldWoodlands .
Rachel pierced third pierce in the ear .
Anddd ..
I Pierced Nose ! ♥
Haha , nice bodoh ;{
xDD

I Found You
Yet I Going To Give Up .
Bacause , You Wont Understand It ):

F.U.C.K ! D:

My Life is so screwed up now D:
Argh , fcuk seh .
Im so damm pissed off .!
Angry of him seh .
Cheebye ehs .
Dont have so big mouth jiu dont anyhow scold people mah .
GuailannKia .
FcukOff !
Act nia , knnb .
Argh !

Today
Band again luh .
Knn . Idontwant see Him leh .
He so damm guailan .
Please get out of my sight ehs .
Haiss D:
Today dont have O level then got fall in lo .
Dewi , Daniel not around .
So quite relax uhs .
Fall in like ...?
Lawls shiol .
I just stump my foot and thats it .
:{:{:{
Erny and daisy do the warm-ups and wait for Mr Sim then .
Mr Sim come already and then practise the 'Sound Of Music'
Woots !
Great Improvement uhs , BHB ;X
During Break , haha , saw RetardedBoy ; Bryan oil his instrument so i said he oily ;S
Hahah! xD
Aftermaths , i was hiding behide the door then him seems to tio shock uhs .
Laughed . So i chased RetardedBoy like no one business .
Argh , scare tio lecture then guaiguai dee go back practice .
After Band , its pouring outside again .
Borrows an umbrella frm MrTai .
Haha , the umbrella got car smell :XX
Weirdo .
Yeahh ! Tmr maybe will go WoodlandCentre to pierce nose (:(:(:

I've changed to a person that none of you could recognise .
Love change someone .
And so do problems make someone seng .
How i wish i could hug him and die .
{L}090909 ; 10.47pm{L}
LoveDieHim mann .
Sadd ):):
He never will accept me de .
Tried Hard to confess ,
But nahh , he would never ever accept me .
Time for me to forget and move on .
Emo make me think of him every minutes , seconds .
Musics makes my life so do him .
Please , return to me like how last time you talk to me .
PLEASE ! ):):

HELLO Humanlians :DD
Im backed again .
Wont be posting a long post .
Hahh .
Today went to school for some stuff .
Met Mrs Goh , do cookies , muffins and crafts .
Fun ehs !
Haha , bought back some .
Yumm , too bad you dont have :P
(:(:(:
After tht went home , changed and went out to find Yolandor and Qizhen and headed to Sembawang to find VanAndVin and Zann .
Woots , Zann and alvin was so joker seh .
Shall not elobrate much bout it .
Hehees .
Around 7+ , head home .
Hope that i could ton at Xueqi's house .

♥ Freedom
If not for love

if not for grace
or the sin that You erased
I will always have reason to praise
it's not by strength
it's not by might
by the cross unjustified
though all else falls away
still i'll praise
its for freedom that Christ has set us free
i live for You and not for me anymore
and Your mercy is new with every day
no longer will i forfeit grace
i'll follow You and live by faith
if not for love
where would i be if not for love
if not for grace
where would i be if not for grace
You have made a way for us
when You died upon the cross
- in His love alone i stand free -

Hellos Peepos ! xD

Im Backed ~

Miss me ?

Hahha ! Im so BHB ;C

Uhhs ..

Saturday.

Hahh , uhhs .

Initially going to meet Cherilyn and went for Band together.

But , Im so damm PIG .

Overslept .

She called me many times .

Yet didnt heard the vibration .

ARGH !.

Soo damm mad bout myself .

Hais , sadd .

So , she went to school first then i go to school myself ;XX

Oww , we did improved mann .

Then the bandd keep delay my time to meet Rachel to Church .

So , bo bian , told Dewi that i got to rush off .

So Yeahh !.

Quickly ran home , bathed , ate and then met Rachel at Vista Point .

Haha , actually when i was bathing , band had alr ended .
LOL .
Ohhya , service was so HIGH !! xD

Had Hallowen Party .

I wore the Purple witch hat and Bunny hairband .

Very Weird ;{

Aww , AliciaChiang and Joey never come .

Andd , the Junjie keep hitting my headd because i kept beat his to make his spike off .

LOL !! xD

Then grab my hands till redd D:D:

Rachel tiongxim de wor .

Help me beat Junjie , but still lost .

HAHAH !

Around 8 , 9 .

Headed home .

Sunday.

Went to meet Jeanette , Qizhen andd Xueqi .

Met Qizhen first then head to OldWoodlands .

Saw Yolandor .

Joined us .

At first , only Jeanette was piercing the lip .

aftermaths , Qizhen said was also want pierce and then goes to xueqi .

Sooo , pierce , pierce lo .

Actually Yolandor alr pierced .

Then i odd one out lo .

Band lo .

I scare pierced le , will 'laohon'

LOL .

Now i was cravings on tongue , nose piercing .

Argh .

Still need wait till 21st Nov .

Hahah !.

Xueqi then ton at qizhen house .

Actually we act up together so xueqi can go ton de .

Aiyah , must shhh .

Monday.

Woke up on 5 !

hahah , actually asked dad to called me on 5.15am .

But i auto wake .

Dont know why .

Probably because emo-ing for hours then went to sleep bahh.

Hais , dont say ley .

During Band , asked to play 'Sound Of Music'

Aww , deprove by 50%?

Yeah , right , MrSim go 'LengJin' scolding .

Scaryyy ??:{{

Pauline asked for one more chance . Okayys , Mr Sim satisfied .

Uh , then blahblah lo .

After Bandd , Gina found Clarinet score .

Hais , punished :5JumpingJacks .

Done and then went off to find Yolandor , Xueqi , Qizhen and Andy at Fragrant .

Woots , got good news seh .

Hahah .

Slacked there till 5+ , going 6 .

Head home , was walking under the rain .

:CCC

Hahah .

Funn .

-Apologised .

Hellos ! :DD
Im backk .
Hahah! xD
Sorry for not posting this few days .
Sorryyyyy ~!
(:(:(:
Now at Jeanette;s House .
Yeahhh !
Today last day of school .
Bye School andd Hello to Holiday and soon 2010.
Woots !xD
Results had taken back .
Class position : 13/41
Level Position : 24/81
L1B3 : 9
Hais..Everything passed except maths .
By ONE mark sia .
):):
Try harder next year bahh .
LOL !
Gonna do alot of things during th holiday .
Worst is , got HOMEWORK !
It SUCKssss mann ! ;{

Today woke up around 9+ , 10 .
Played comp till 12+ .
Went church .
Service was Great and Funny ! ;DD
Had my dinner after that .
Chicken rice ;{
Headed home with Kaili , Quenas , and Rachel .
Is like everytime go out with Rachel , we will become so noisy and hyper .
And also , zilian :P
LOL !
Reached home around 8 , going 9 :DD
You with be in my ♥ Forever !
Days after days .
You had been in my mind .
Slowly and gradually ,
i hope that it last .

Above is Band Pract for October , November and camps during December .
The photo was taken from Cherilyn's blog because my usb was spoilt .
Damn suck !.
So many band practices .
Sooo tired .
Really .
Today , dont have school .
But got Bandd ;{
Arh ~
Counting down 28days to the performance .
Shit ! Still dont know alot of things .
HowHow ?
God , please bless me .
:X:X:X
Hahah!
Met Cherilyn this morning .
Went for band .
Practice , practice .
Combine , combine .
Then try out the blazer and skirt .
Hahah!
Bryan took M size blazer then small .
I took L size blazer then big .
Then exchange , was like funny .
LOL .
Stupidddd Idiotttt .
Never come tagg me le .
Heheheh! xD
I shall stand up again and move on ! ☼
:DDDDD

Today was late for school .
Late for school continuously for 2 days .
Mr Adrian sent me to Detention .
Okayy , well , so let it be .
Haha .
SAD!
No one was going to retain Sec1 ,
BUT ,
Loads of people are going to transfer .
I dont want , please .
Really gonna miss you all alot .
Those are my ganns and bestfriends .
I also dont like this school actually .
Contained lots of unhappiness .
I need to forget it .
People , you gave th smile on my face .
Yet , you all are going to leave me alone .
Please dont leave me .!

Im a BIGBIGBIG Idiot in this world .
Hope clock would turn back .
I wont be stupid to fallen into the trap of you .
Wished that i could be smarter .
Dont want to be the tail but the head .
The way i saw you from far , im find myself stupid .
I thought i have forgotten you ?
Yeah , i have .
But now , i fallen to another trap of his .
I knew it would be difficult for me .
Really .
Its really really really true .

PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME !
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE !
You all are my all ! ;B